do gods exist?????????????

"For something to have an end it has to begin but what of those which never began, they just never end. And so is the condition of Gods right now. Their existence lies bound within the boundary of beliefs and thoughts but never reality."
I had always dreamt of Gods, always believing them but situations have just changed with the passing of the time known to be so precious. When I was just smaller than I am right now, it was always like……………"Oh God! I wish this would happen." or "Oh God! I wish that would happen." and so on but now I knew that those wishes were never to come true.